Eat your heart out ♥

I'm a highschool lover, and you're my favorite flavor.

2010-07-27T08:14:00.000-07:00

Do you want to know what's sick?

2010-07-27T08:06:00.000-07:00

If it isn't the song on the radio, the plate number on the tryke, my sister's room number..

I don't know what is.

Talk about coincidence, this happens to me almost every day, especially when I'm not thinking of you, or when I'm trying not to think of you.

Eventhough you aren't here, it's as if you are kinda here. The littlest things do remind me of you. I don't know if it's a sign or something. But let me tell you, it is just sick, Lover.

:)

2010-07-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

I don't know.

But I was happy.

Songs that remind me of Joshua Pak Gana, songs that remind him of me, his song for me, my song for him

2010-07-27T07:52:00.000-07:00

Uncategorized order

Ever After - Bonnie Bailey
Nice and slow - Usher
Help I'm alive - Metric
Pressure - Company of thieves
Oo - Updharmadown
Unthinkable - Alicia Keys
that one song, that's josh's song, the bridge goes like "blahblahblah flexin" not sure if it's by Usher, but he'll do his little dance move when that part gets played.

What else?

Eventhough I am not committing

2010-05-07T14:50:00.000-07:00

He is just amazing. =)
Stayed up till 4am or something and played Heads-up online Poker with him. :)
Rare. He really is a keeper. Thank God I'm not falling for him anytime soon. :)

In this 2 month courtship, he has certainly earned my trust. And it doesn't even feel like 2 months, seriously, it feels like a year or so. Haha :) GV allll thheee waaayyyy babe. TY

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2010-05-02T05:58:00.001-07:00

I've never met anyone like him. It's time to move on

leahcim

2010-05-01T20:11:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I'm writing. But here are some random thoughts..

Chemistry.
Longing.
Importance.
Effort.
Love vs. Like.
Ability to keep one's word. (negative for talkshit)
Not just telling the person what he/she wants to hear.
Sweet seduction.
Balance.

Microblogging at its finest:

2010-02-28T07:18:00.001-08:00

http://www.eatyourfuckingheartout.tumblr.com

Ok. So I got bored and wanted to try my dad's hen for style. Little sister made it seemed like fun. She loves that hen, takes care of it everyday :)

2010-02-10T07:34:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna lose it. Anytime now..

2010-02-09T08:22:00.000-08:00

I feel like I'm gonna pass out any minute now and my heart is going to give up. It's fucking annoying.

What bothers me you ask?

Well, I feel like I'll never be truly prepared. Heck I don't even know which review center to take. Here's the deets, my application was already sent out last month, my school credentials and other requirements followed, and has already been received by the Board of Nursing (tracked it from DHL :). It's going to take 2-4 months before my Eligibility letter comes. When that comes, you know what that means.. I can finally take the NCLEX. Once I pass that, I'll be a USRN, and it's bye bye Philippines. That is, if I CAN PASS. Geeezzz. Negativity is really eating me up here. Where did my spirituality go? :o wait, I think I know, he took it along w/ him. j/k :)) but maybe he did.

Lately, I have been anything but productive. 1 month of being a volunteer nurse was good and refreshing, it helped, I helped. But what happens to me now? I want to start reviewing, preparing, studying, but I don't know How , When, and Where to start. I keep on procrastinating, feeling like I'm not ready. When will I ever be ready? I must feel it. I don't want to rely just on the review center. This exam determines everything. I just have to make it. Can't risk being another disappointment again, people here and there thinking that I'm just some med school drop out. sucks. But I have something to prove. And I know what I was born to do. :)

Writing is sorta therapeutic. cool beans. I'm enclosing a mini vlog of dorky me.

Yesterday

2010-01-27T21:18:00.000-08:00

Someone asked my dad if I was a tomboy. Lol. Just because I'm not boy crazy and without a guy by my side doesn't make me lesbo. I just haven't met the right one as of now. :) (wink: I might be into gutsy, down to earth, professionals:) The person who asked my dad apparently works at the same institution that I do, but diff department. So Mr. Arnel, I hope that answers your question. Not that you read my blog or anything :))

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2010-01-23T19:46:00.000-08:00

I want to cover Tegan and Sara's Hell. :) It's addictive. Been singing it forever. Along with Pressure by Company of thieves. Utter awesomeness. I'm gonna try to learn Hell and coordinate with Mr. DLC for other arrangements. He phoned me last week asking if they could use my voice for his 4 remaining pre-recorded tracks. I agreed, got nothing to lose. If they don't like it, they don't. No harm in trying. :) My voice isn't really for singing though, more like angsty post-punkish punk speech type. Let's see how it works. Was supposed to meet up last night right after my ER duty. But we both bailed, had an after work drink instead. Went to visit my bartender friend since I didn't want to be the first to go home. The folks are overnightting in Tagaytay, while Albert and I are house people.

The Killers cancel there Manila show. Boo. Oh well, I didn't get tickets anyway. I tried though. Everything has a reason, like I redundantly say. Twasn't meant.

I met the new volunteer yesterday, her name is Kimmy Rose. Super nice. Food afficionado like me. :) ER bring it on :)) we both love Thai!

The day before was a blur. :) a breeze, a kiss of realness and profound meaning. It isn't a big deal or anything, but it was something. Got to do the charts for 9 patients, VS at 4pm and 8pm, gave all the due meds, wound cleaning. Felt like the institute was under my wing. Nursing is my passion, I still have a lot to learn which I'm always willing to do. Next on my list is to get OR experience. Oh BTW, I got to insert an IV yest.. haha yay! It was in, thanks to Mr. J. Orio for assisting me.

Time flies.. 1 more week, it'll be a month, and I'll be leaving the hospital. I will surely miss the GV.

Priorities, priorities.

I will be back :)

sometime.. way back.

2010-01-23T19:29:00.000-08:00

I was looking for a notebook to use for later and I stumbled on my old one. Hahaha poetry of some sort. Can't believe I used to write. Hilarious, trust me. Emo lyrics, complete with the dates and etc., i.e. July 2003, etc. LOL omg. Keepsakes and dramaness. :)

got milk?

2010-01-23T19:14:00.000-08:00

I used to miss you a lot..

But it seems like you never missed me at all..

And so I stopped missing you =)

(:

2010-01-18T05:07:00.001-08:00

Sea of love - Cat Power

:)

2010-01-15T18:07:00.000-08:00

Playground love - Air

.!.

2010-01-05T01:53:00.000-08:00

fucktardation is shitfuckery.

isht

2009-12-29T19:46:00.000-08:00

Seriously you are a dick and I couldn't care less. I'm not bitter man. I just think you're the lowest form of scum there is. :) psycho stalker. get a life. seriously. move on. you can't just go around harassing people, waiting for them outside work, and making a scene. enroll in acting classes for all I know. There's something that we humans call, ETIQUETTE.

Anywho.. enough of that bs.

I'm welcoming 2010 with open arms :)

This year has been really really crazzyyy..

Graduating after 5 years (needless to say, I studied at the UPHDS for a year before finishing my BSN at SSCR), Getting out of a real bad collab, Bohol/leyte/cebu trip, Taking the NMAT, US vacay, Azul club <---LOVE., reuited with the cousins after not seeing them for 9 years, dropping out of med school, dealing with the divorce that's about to happen, dj-ing for a month, and the cherry on top is getting to hangout and relive the good ole days w/ some highschool people.

All in all 2009 has been peachy keen. =)

Thank you.

I just finished reading "Did you get what you prayed for?" - It's a good one. Thanks Ro! Took me 3 years to finally read it. Better late than never. :)

Ages

2009-03-17T17:13:00.000-07:00

It's been forever since I last blogged.

Here's the itinerary for the week:

Tonight: Grad ball

Tomorrow: Clinical Graduation in the morning, 9am
Baccalaureate Mass, 1pm
Academic graduation 4pm

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I'm going to ate apple's after lunch, she'll be doing my hair and make-up. yay! I just love her style, it's not like the "sales lady type of make-up(snow white)" or the "mukhang bading with make-up on". Ate's specialty is the smoky-eyes which I love, love, love. I got some of my make-up techniques from her, I used to watch her all the time, and when I was little I served as her Barbie. I told her she could be on Ambush makeover, the transformation is amazing. =)

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As a graduation gift, we'll be having a Jansen-Red Family trip to Bohol and Cebu (yeah Urbandub baby!) from March 28-April 4. Then on April 5, 8am I'll be taking my NMAT exam, NMAT is National Medical Admission Test, I have to pass this exam before I get into any Med school. That's the most important thing to me ryt now - passing the NMAT before getting into med school. Arg.. I hope I get in, you guys should see the reviewer/questionnaire that came with it, I can't remember all those. If I was fresh out of highschool, I bet I'd ace the NMAT. Urrrrrr. Must study. Chemistry, Biology, Social Science those are just a few subjects included. Also there's math, I can't remember how to solve a problem if the exponent is a fraction and how to compute for percentage. It's just crazy, this math is crazy, the craziest thing is, I know I love math, it's one of my favorite subjects, but this is one is just puzzling. I contacted my former physics professor, she agreed to tutor me after the 20th. I have to pass the NMAT! I have to!!! Here are top 3 choices for med school:
uno.) UPCM
dos.) DLSU
tres.) UPHDS
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Want to know what really grinds up my gears? lol @ Peter Griffin

I got my graduation program, and you know what? Once again, it never ends, they always mess up my name!! Dang. What's so hard to understand?! I don't have a middle initial! When I was born my mom didn't know I was supposed to have one because I was her first born. Fcuk. How many times do I have to explain this?? What's written on my Birth certificate is: Kristina Jane Jansen. Nothing more, nothing less. And no, Jane is not my middle initial, so why the fuck do u have to force it to be "J."?! Arg, here's what's written: Jansen, Kristina J.
Correct it fool, I already went to the registrars office so that this wouldn't happen. Arg, just shows that you can't rely on the schools adm. oh well, eff it.

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That's it for today's ranting, hopefully I get back to this tomorrow or later.

Hurray for blogging!

errrr

2008-09-27T19:20:00.000-07:00

I don't know how I feel. <--- most overused phrase of the month.

dammiiitttt really.. I don't know how I feeeel.

update update

I just got my first major case.. hahaha. while the others have like 2 and above, as usual I'm the least priority. Oh well. =P

Hmm.. Hrmm.. Hmmnnn..

Let me elaborate..

I sucked!! Really! Arg.. From my scrubbing, to my gowning, to serving drapes and instruments..
The thing is.. I know I sucked.. But since that's already a given, I want to know all my wrongdoings, their comments, whatever stuff. Do you get me? I learn from my mistakes, it's not that I enjoy making them, but i'd rather make them, than not know at all. Right?

Before we left the hospital, I thanked Ma'am Sundae, then I said I'd take my experience as a challenge.

There's so much for me to learn, more reading up to do.. But underneath that first OR experience, I could tell she was mad and disappointed. She kept coming back and forth during the operation, probably sharing my actions with the rest of the group (I don't know - really), which I wanted to know and hear directly. It's ok if you criticize me infront of other people (as long as i'm there), I'll take it as constructive as possible. =) That's how strong I am. I want to know. What's troubling me now is putting these pieces together. But I know I can do it, in time or tomorrow.. :)

Dear Lord,
Thank you for blessing me and everyone else around me. Thank you. Your are soo good. *
____________________________________________________________________

As of now:

My bass guitar, gig bag, and bass amp are up for grabs :)

I have a toy camera, and it's a byotch looking for expired film to use on it :) Vivitar UWS which sells for 1.3k or if you search more, u'd probably get it at 850php excluding s & h. But I got mine for free (thanks aj and ty auntie cynthia for giving it to aj as a new year's present) .. :) I'm eyeing for other toy cams as well, let's just see how that goes. :)

We have a movie report due on Tuesday, it's r/t to our psych nsg subject. "Hide and seek".

Our project is due tomorrow. Oh my oh my.. haven't received millie's email yet. But I made her pick w/c surgery we should research on, choices are as follows:
cabg, herniorrhapy/plasty, colostomy, hemorrhoidectomy, thyroidectomy, turp, laminectomy.

She picked laminectomy. Laminectomy it is. I'm kinda confused though. Millie mentioned that it had to be the latest surgery, I thought it was the latest news on the surgery of our choice. I already messaged ma'am, hope she replies in time. That's it for now..

P.s
I want have something to do with radio.. I don't know, it's weird, we had this activity in where we acted as disk jockeys, I was paired with the pretty Shayne. Ms. Michelle Vibar said that I had potential or something. That was really heartwarming. I want to build this.

haaayyy I want to do everything <3333

tata

2008-09-13T02:22:00.000-07:00

I wrote this last nyt, I couldn't sleep.

goodbye to you..

Lord, pls give me the strength to forget about him. It's been really hard these past few days. I can't breathe, my chest tightens, I can't eat properly ( 1 or 2 meals a day at most). I've been crying every night, I don't get much sleep. Oh please Lord. Make the pain go away. I don't know what I did for this to happen. But I can tell you it's so painful. This is like the 2nd or 3rd time I really got my heart broken. Why God? I packed all the things that reminds me of him in a big plastic bag and I plan to give this back to him. Is this a good idea? Lord, help me. I'm not making this up, you should know how and what I'm feeling. Pls. I'm really begging you. Please make all this go away. I don't know how long I can take this. I don't know if I want him back. I don't want him back. Just please make him go away. Why must it always end up like this? I made the wrong choices, did the wrong things. 2 years 2 months, 5 days.

But today,
http://beemp3.com/download.php?file=754836&song=Still+Alone

=)

numero uno - podcastration lol

2008-05-31T23:29:00.000-07:00

omg.. did I just say 19?? I meant 20. ahahaha my bad.

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weight.

2008-05-25T20:40:00.000-07:00

overweight.

♥ alas, a new blog layout. yihhaa! here are some random stuff

2008-04-11T18:08:00.000-07:00

hurrah :)

2008-04-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

I think it's a must to blog after getting class cards. So here's the fruit of my craft. Tantanannan..

C.C. #1
Subject: Nursing Research
Professor: Dean Potenciana Mascarinas
I have to admit, this was one of the hardest subjects. I'm still stoked about it, especially with the College Dean handling it and all. hihi. But I'm really grateful that I passed. I seriously thought that I would get a red mark on the prelims/mid. Thank God I didn't. All this wouldn't be possible without the help of my groupmates, namely: Mara Kris Molina, Maita Janina Bartilad, Ammery Legaspi, and Jenelyn Osorio. Thank you so much. I look forward working and writing this summer. Ty Dean, ty so much for your TIME :)

C.C #2
Subject: Philipine Hx
Professor: Ma'am Lyn Parugrug
I certainly learned a lot about Philippine History. The thing that struck me the most was the courage of our Filipino heroes who fought for independence - Propaganda and Katipunan. When I entered the class, I had no clue about anything, I wasn't sure of the things I knew. I didn't know how many islands exactly, etc, I just knew an estimate, the national blahblah's. I studied for this class, internalized what was being said. And guess what? I came to love the teacher as well. She has this tough exterior, that most people may hate, but u know wt? she delivers very well. I like strict teachers. Professors like her challenge me to be there at every meeting and be on time. Ms. P. has inspired me to be less "taranta" and not be in a hurry . The main key that I should learn is, to relax.

C.C #3
Subject: Curative & Rehabilitation Nsg Care Mgt Communicable Diseases
(70% Medical-Surgical Nsg. and 30% RLE)
Professors: Ma'am Kay Mangahis, Ma'am Jhen, and Dean Annie.
The verdict: Wooo I made it!! Same grade as last sem's. Thank goodness I didn't get a 76 nor a 75. hihi. I like learning, as geeky as that sounds. I really do. When i'm really bored to death at home, you'd find me reading and attempting to study for the board exams, which we know is more than a year away. I just wished I could've learned so much more and I wish there was a specific lecture and hand-outs during the mid-terms and pre-finals. That's all. :) but all in all, it was alright.

I am an incoming 4th year student, as soon as summer ends. This summer=hospital duty.
We have a total of 6 weeks/30 days of hospital duty.

Hope all goes well. @_@ haayaayaaai

ps.must make new blog layout

ho humm..

2008-02-16T18:12:00.000-08:00

It's been forever since I last blogged. What keeps me busy, you ask? Nursing care plans, drug studies, real life drama, school cliques, boys, and what not.

I do not have access to the internet in my room. I guess pldt is effed up after all. I only get to use the net in my mom's room, via her computer or me bringing my laptop and connecting it into the dsl modem.

Our thesis is nuts. I am grouped with Maita, Mara, Ammery, Jhen. Our so-called adviser is an immature, irresponsible, lazy, unproffesional c*nt in a body of a 23 year old. I shall not say more.

I do not have contacts with any friends. Thus, me being anti-social enters the picture. I am portrayed as an apathetic introvert. I've become like this. Life can be boring at times. Same old same old.

My family is falling apart. I haven't really had a chance to open about this. But it's true. I don't know if there is anything I can do. Mom and Dad are like blah. Like spilled water. I don't know if you get me. That's why I prefer to be out of the house,though I don't have anywhere to go.

School is just blah too. It's like, I don't know. Effed up as usual.

Lately, I've been cussing too much. I know it is so unattractive since I am a girl. But me cussing comes out even more when i'm driving.

I scratched my mom's van last friday. Know what that made me feel? It made me want to strangle some one.

I got to watch Mutya ng San Sebastian for a while. It made me think, it made me hate Paolo even more. I am soo over him.

I do not attend school festivities unless it has a grade/attendance/ a must. Anything that has to do with school, like, foundation, course day, whatever. I'm just not interested. I'm a homebody at heart. Give me a week's supply of Naruto and i'll be sure to stay in my room and not go out.

I can be a nerd. I actually am a nerd.

I also think im 30% schizo because of the 5 A's:
Autism, Associated looseness, Apathy, Auditory hallucinations, and Ambivalent.
The built-in c.i at the mental hospital said i'm ambivalent. I'm self-proclaimed apathetic but not all the time.

Whenever I'm in school, first thing that enters my mind is.. "I WANNA GO HOME"! I'm just not comfortable.

The teachers in my school are very nice and approachable. That's the only thing I look forward when I'm in school. The learning process just keeps me sane.

Hope I can continue blogging. Maybe I might blog later. Who knows? Anyway, ja for now. I'll be enclosing pictures from our last rotation at the Cavite Center of Mental Health. First pic would be my patient "Toto" a shizophrenic undifferentiated type. Second pic, all the mentalists playing catch-the-egg-while-i-toss-it-as-far, and finally, a side-view glance of Sir Atangan who we ran into during the last day of our 2-week rotation. Enjoy.

lol. quizfarm.com

2008-01-13T16:32:00.000-08:00

Which Naruto ninja are you most like?

You scored as a Kakashi

You’re a bit of a mystery; no-one knows when you are smiling behind that mask. You genarally appear laid back, have a bad habit of being late and don’t seem to care much. However, you’ve got the sharpest mind. I never ever would want to get in a fight with you – you can be very dangerous when you want to.

Kakashi

81%

Iruka

75%

Rock Lee

75%

Genma

69%

Neji

69%

Shikamaru

69%

Sasuke

63%

Hinata

56%

Naruto

50%

TenTen

50%

God bless your soul

2008-01-10T04:27:00.000-08:00

I knew something like this would happen. You were with them. How come I didn't check it out, when I was on my way to school this morning. I saw part of it. I should've went down. arg. I knew something was wrong. Everyone was just standing there. I couldn't stop thinking about it, it even bugged me during school. You know how I found out? from Mariel. she's more updated than I. Just uggh. How can I be so bitter at a time like this? I shouldn't be pointing fingers since I wasn't there. Arg. It's such a pity. God bless you. My prayers are with you Roberto "hep-hep" Arias. I hope I get to go to your wake. Condolence to your family. I feel frustrated. Life is really short. No person can ever tell when it's there time. I'm enclosing the last pic we had together from Leslie's debut. You were one of the nicest people in school, who didn't judge by the cover. There's nothing else to say, I'm just bothered. you were such a friend, always there to lend a helping hand. You were my classmate in 2nd grade and all through out highschool. This entry is for you.

The person standing next to me in this side by side pose.

To Cavite cable, specifically to: Erlinda M. Kalinisan - Customer Services Dept. Head

2007-12-10T03:03:00.000-08:00

Signature Campaign

This petition does not support the cancellation of the Jack tv programs. The said channel has been a great episode of our ADLs (activities of daily living). From the moment we wake up and to the time we get home from work, we look forward to watch shows from Jack. The channel is successful on its own, compared to other local channel.

Well-loved shows are as follows:
Mad tv, Family Guy, The Simpson’s, Motor mouth, South Park, WWE, Jamie Kennedy Experiment, Motor mouth, That 70’s show, The man show, The peep show, and featured blockbuster movies every Sunday.

A lot of people will be crushed, once you stop airing this channel. They may even rebel by switching to other cable operators (though this is only a possibility w/c I highly doubt) that offer Jack tv.

We hope this signature campaign could make a difference. We also hope you consider other channels to remove, other useless and unsuccessful channels that people don’t watch.

This ordeal is so unfortunate, we kindly hope that this may be resolved.

Thank You

yeah

2007-11-16T20:50:00.000-08:00

As promised, I will tell you all about school. In the previous post, I said I’d give it 2 weeks before I write anything. So, here it is.

Hmmn.. Hmmn.. hmmn.. Message: “KRISTINA, GET USED TO IT! IT ‘S NOT GONNA CHANGE! IT WILL ALWAYS BE LIKE THAT! IT’S COLLEGE - ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE ARE THERE! JUST BE CAREFUL, STUDY HARD, AND PRAY!

I don’t know what to say.

Maybe I just have to be the apathetic person that I sometimes am. Anyway, I’m usually with ate jen and little mara. They’re ok and nice. But I wouldn’t consider us to be tight. They’re more like companions. There isn’t that oomph factor yet. Before I elaborate, I just can’t help myself! Ramon Bautista is crazzzy!!! Crazy I tell you!! I’m watching the Peep show. I will kill myself. He’s insanely funny! Arg! *stab stab* He’s even more retarded than me. lol.

The subjects are interesting. I like MedSurg the most. Having a favorite subject depends on the person handling it and how he/she delivers the lecture proper. I mean, just because you like the teacher isn’t enough for you to like the subject. It’s a combination of both. : )

I can’t say that I’m having trouble with Nsg research (w/c is handled by the college dean). However, I am, because there isn’t a specific lecture or a book. I guess that is the point of the subject, you really have to do your own research. It’s research, right? Anywho, I got to come up with the topic for our baby thesis! Hurray! Although it didn’t seem like I came up with the idea because they got all the credit. Hihi. - Now, we have to come up with the title in 20 words or less. Our topic is Malunggay leaves increase the production of breast milk (it got revised in the later part of the discussion to what else increases the production of breast milk).

We haven’t met our history teacher yet, I hope it’s a girl or Sir Emar, and not some perverted teacher from school. Pweh!

Today is ate jing’s birthday blowout. She’ll be picking me and my sister up probably after dinner or something. We’re just going to some resort and leisure park, to hang out and dine with friends. I was supposed to go visit her kids yesterday, but my dysmenorrhea (painful menstruation) took over. And besides, mama’s here, we all know that when she’s here I can’t go anywhere, no fun. She holds my allowance to the tightest. It sucks. I’m being deprived of money.

My no-rice-diet is history. Why? I had a cup of rice for each day of class. That’s just 2 days of rice.

I’m about to do an experiment on the seat covers. I bought 4 sachets of purple fast dyes. I hope it comes out well when I get the chance to work on it. Once I’m done, I’ll share the before and after photos. : )

We had our first quiz yesterday. I don’t know how I did. Time was a major factor. I wished I didn’t spend too much time on the first and third question. If I had more time I could’ve got all the questions right, I didn’t have enough time to think since I was rushing. : ( that’s why I just wrote whatever even if it didn’t make sense all together. Haayaaayaaai.

Our Hospital duty starts on Monday, pretty early if you ask me. I’m not complaining or anything. I like it early cuz I get to go home early. The new c.i will be handling us. I hope she’s nice. She looks nice. I hope she is. And if she is nice, I hope she spreads that niceness to the group. Our group needs a whole lot of sugar and everything nice!

I just attempted to use the internet and mama just went crazy. Mama is certainly eliciting a bitchy attitude, is it the period or is it really her? You tell me.

The last show I got to watch before sleeping was The Simpson’s, “yvan eht nioj”.

Anyway, ate jing just texted she wants us to go to her place right now. Mariel isn’t home yet. I’m gonna get ready now. laters♥

lalalalalala

2007-11-12T15:16:00.000-08:00

We went to the mall yesterday = shopping galore, but not really. :)

Papa took me there. While I went in to every store looking for something to buy, he was at the coffee shop mingling with his old-timer friends. Not bad, right? But, before he could settle with his friends, we had to window shop for exercising equipment. Everyone in my family thinks i'm overweight! The main purpose of that trip was to try and pick an exercise bicycle. We found one, at Toby's sporting goods, but the first place we searched was the sports house at the second level. I took pics of papa trying the cycles.
On the way to Toby's, guess who we saw? One of the prettiest girls from highschool, Phoebie Perez. She's actually my distant cousin, who looks like a living doll, that's how kawaii she is - she's not only that, but nice too. That's what makes a true beauty. :) Beauty within.
I left papa to be with his friends and shopped. He texted me when it was time to eat. I suggested to dine at kfc, since I was on the no-rice-diet. After eating, I told him that I'd still be checking out school shoes, bags and what not. My school bag is a total mess, the "leather" is undergoing something similar to snake skin shedding. :( I still didn't manage to select a bag, I am so picky, esp when it came to bag matters, 2 hours of looking didn't do it. But, I had my choices of possible school shoes. I met up with papa at the supermarket to buy groceries. We headed to the stores where I had 3 selections of potential school shoes. They were all great, but the latter was my favorite. It was classy, mature, and hot? Only problem was, it was dark gray. Papa didn't approve of it, but I could make him though. hahahaha. I'm such a smart shopper, our last resort was the department store. I had my choice of picks, papa said they were cute and we put them on hold. We went to the store upstairs to make the final decision. Papa preferred the one from the department store, so, we went down once again. We were about to check the one we had on hold again, but papa came across a particular shoe which I totally fell in love with. It was simple, sleek, and me. I loved it. And that ends my shoe story. =) thanks papa!
oh! Before I forget, I saw ms. glaiza ortega and edmond something at the mall too, they were my classmates last summer, but now are in the other section. I asked about the tuition, still nothing was posted. They did have an idea, 41k. How can I enroll if I don't know the exact amount? I've already been attending 3 days of class, but still, i'm not enrolled. :( when will they ever compute for the whole deal? when?

p.s I'm playing matchmaker. :) I forwarded jorry's, ma'am salvador's, and ma'am ara's profile to kuya brian. Jorry messaged me about kuya brian, saying that kuya already checked her profile and he looks really nice. ofcourse he's nice! lol, he's my cousin. :))

btw, school is just so ??!!&*%*):"!!!! I'll give it another week and tell you all about it

The shoe

My Popeye

The Goat and her little one. This goat is the one responsible for eating our plants :(

Here at SM we've got it all for you

Do you have OCD?

2007-11-10T18:28:00.000-08:00

I do. - just moderate-mild though

Q: why?

A:
(Evidence 1) I don't leave my bag anywhere, even if I have to use the bathroom, take a break, attend communion, stand up for mass, have dinner, etc. I bring it with me, it's always beside me. That's why most think I'll be leaving class early since I have my bag with me whenever I exit the room - most get surprised to see me back so quickly, saying "kala ko umuwi ka na", "y?" "kasi dala dala mo yun bag mo".

(Evidence 2) I have OCD when it comes to my ride being locked/unlocked. I have a tendency to go back to the parking lot (even when i'm already inside the room of the 3rd or 4th floor ) to see if I locked it or not. I always make it a habit to lock it, when I get out of the vehicle. But I just can't help myself. I have to see it, and when I do check it out. Guess what? Ofcourse it is locked!

LOL! this is soooo funny!! This pic was from the urbandub gig, I had to crop john Mendoza (drums) to get this. lol. who would've thought?

ambulance

2007-11-07T00:16:00.000-08:00

Nov. 1 - we were at the cemetery. Stayed there for a couple of hours. I forgot what time we got there, but we hanged till 10.30. Afterwards, I suggested to leave for Tagaytay instead of 6am the next day. Due to the fact that the kids and I were the lazy one’s to get up at the said time. All agreed and we left asap. We went home first, packed our belongings. next thing we knew, we were on the road, on the way to home sweet home. Papa couldn't come, he couldn't leave his dear chickens to starve.

Nov. 2 - 12mn we arrived at our place. :) Ate jing stayed over along with wiji (her son). I kept bugging her to come and she did, she made saturday night very worthwhile. *wink*

Nov. 3 - Sunday - I can't remember.

all I know is, I got to drive to church = while Ate was driving, her car kept going backwards since it was uphill and because she’s been driving a stickshift for only a week. Mai and I got to meet kuya gelo's friend, cousin, and brother. we all had pizza. The night was annoyingly beautiful. :)

Yesterday was Tuesday. We had a tour at the Philippine Orthopedic Center. I'm still feeling this new group since 3 members were gone and replaced by 3 others. I just don't know how I feel. This better not get to me. But let me share, some of my groupmates mock me for the way I talk, esp. this girl named Mau. I don't know her or anything, I just want to know what is up with that? Is it a Filipino way? or a palengke way?

I'm so thankful that Mella was with me, I wouldn't have survived the tour without her. After the 2-hour tour, we went to the tiangge, I haggled a lot!! hahaha. :) Mella and I were the only one's left at the place, while the others including our clinical instructor (ma'am jhen) stayed at kfc which was just across the center. we had personalized pens done which cost us 30pesos all in all, I bot skewl supplies and little somethings for kakashi, mai, ate and kuya. :)

We went to moa. It was like an effin fieldtrip, while the rest of the group was roaming the mall, Mella and I stayed together. We went to the hypermarket - I had to buy chicken breasts for my "chicken diet" and Bench - for my hair product. After buying the things on my list, we caught up with the rest of the group. We stayed at the mall for an hour and 15 mins.

I could've gone straight home, but I left my truck at school. It's kinda scary driving at night, but it taught me to be more cautious. Thus, i'm a cautious driver at nyt. I'm glad mella walked me to my ride, *I don't want to get raped*. I dropped her off passed Mcdonald's since plenty of jeeps passed there. I got home around 9.45 pm.

p.s I think I got unexplainable weird looks from the rest of the group .. since I bought a drink at Starbucks. ?_? I texted my 2 fave c.i's and my ate after the mocking incident (w/c I got offended by).
CI 1: "Don't mind them, they're not used to the way you talk!"
CI 2: "Who are those people? It's them hu have the problem, not you. I'm glad that I'll be handling your group in one of my duties."
Ate: Jologs mga yan, kaya pagpasenciahan mo nalang. Ganyan talaga, makikisama tayo with different types of people, in they're case, mga animals yan. hahahaha!"

my family isn't mean or anything, they just know the right things to say.

here are pictures!:)

everything in this pic is ten pesos, except the one with my name on it. :)
the third pic is a penlight, but it totally looks like a real pen! doi! 4th picture is me on a tiger, mella didn't get to capture the tiger at blue magic. her phone is pretty sweet and the pics always come out great. :) that's all for now. tomorrow is the first day of class. i'm not enrolled yet, looks like the people up there don't want to compute the total tuition fee. sucks for me, because I need to know the amount so I can be enrolled. :(

"Let's have a recap" - Ma'am Andrea would always start the class like that. Now it's my turn to give you guys a recap =)

2007-10-31T18:22:00.000-07:00

I'm not fully enrolled for the 2nd semester of my 3rd year in Nsg school - the paying part isn't done yet just because the Dean or whoever is responsible isn't done computing the whole amount of my tuition fee.

I got a haircut, I got bangs, I got 1/4 of a wardrobe makeover but only a pair of jeans to go with it all.

I'm kinda looking like a girl and fixing myself as much as possible - it isn't a guy reason, but sometimes a girl's just gotta grow up and step out of that comfort zone.

Mom made me take my brother to Binakayan for a haircut while I got my ugly toenails done - she actually permitted me to drive there. - Usually it's just school, house, kids school and sometimes Auntie Liza's place (but, without permission).

We'll be going to the cemetery at around 5pm today, all the relatives will be there. *_*

I cleaned my closet out, only a few clothes made it to the cut, while the rest are at disposal or will be sent to the salvation army.

Yesterday we went to the mall (mom, tita mer, gio - tita mer's son or something, aj, mariel, me, yummy, yaya 1 and yaya 2 - gio's). I bought bandaids, relaxing footspray, tape and string from an arts and crafts store, eyebrow razor thingys from beauty bar, concealer/foundation, hair pieces, and other stuff I forgot. Mariel and I had brunch at Teriyaki boy - yumm! and a snack at bread talk.
The kids went iceskating, mama and tita hunged out. We just went around the mall, trying all the testers and looking for something to buy. It was sorta like a bonding moment for us, sisters. - shopping just gets us.

We will be leaving for Tagaytay tomorrow - 6 am. We'll be staying there till sunday. That's 3 days at the rest house. Mom told me to start packing, but we all now how lazy I get. @_@ Mustn't forget all the necessary media I need to alleviate boredom. :))

Mom and AJ are watching Chuck and Larry as I type this. Did you know that Rob Schneider was in it? He was the asian priest who pronounced them husband and husband. :)

Papa's weird again, he took aj and kept saying "here's my son, my son, my soooonn..."

Anywho, i'll get back to this later. ciao

haircut day

here's ma with the unhelpful gay sales person from marionnaud.

So, here's my new blog. I don't know if anyone reads my blog, but hey, here it is.:)

2007-10-27T23:53:00.000-07:00

Today is a Sunday.

I had trouble coming up with a blog title and url name. But I managed to think of one, it took me about 2 hours and 30 mins. :))

My old blog is history.
Right now, i'm waiting for my dl to finish, i'm downloading Napoleon Dynamite. I can't wait to get the rest of the ANTM cycle 9 episodes from Kakashi. Reality tv shows are taking over the world.

I just got my class cards a day ago, but one card is missing though (religion). Here are the most awaited results:

Pharmacology. I'm very proud of this one. I maintained my 83 throughout the whole sem. 1 of the reasons why I believe I passed this is my great love for math.computing medications is just awesome, also computing for the IV drop/flow rate. 2 clinical instructors handled this subject, Ms. Ria Signo & Ms. Jhen Diaz. When I showed this to my Mom, she noticed something right away. The section part reads "BSN 2B", when it's supposed to be "3B". I think I have to do something & check if all cards are noted that way.
Next class card is Microbiology, i'm practically ok with this. Atleast it's a line of 8, which we all know is good for you. =) I don't know what else I can say.
Professor Jeniffer Clado was surely a nice one. Take note of how her name is spelled, double "f". That's what makes her standout from all the other Jennifers out there. I loved the microbio experiments and I would voluntarily do it again someday. She made a good first impression, saying that most microorganisms are our friends and we need them.
Third is College composition and Research Paper.
I'm very happy with Ms. Andrea Vicca Lampas. I guess I can say she's one of my favorites. She speaks really well, she's kind, and I definitely learned a lot from her. I never got to thank her for everything. The last time I saw her was when she acted as panel on our oral defense, wherein she bombarded us with questions. I definitely worked my butt off that research, thus my groupmates and I nailed an 88. Sweet.
Last but not the least, is:
Maternal Child Nursing + RLE = Promotive & Preventive Nursing Care management. My lowest one of the bunch. But who cares if it's low. The important thing is I made it to next semester with this. This comprises of 70% classroom work (8 hours weekly) and 30% duty (whether it be 8 hours in the hospital or the community-3x a week).